I want to scream loud and clear and not stop until everything is out.
I am dying for summer. I am getting warm just by thinking about it
I want the silence that is only there in the summer. That warm loud silence that you can listen to for hours
And the midnight walks. When it is completely dark but the heat is still there
The stars.
The expectations.
The fun.
The new beginnings.
The heat. The alcohol. The non-existent time. The music.
I want summer so badly I could scream.
faster faster let my creativity scatter all around
I don’t know why but whenever I listen to his interviews or his live recording I always have this mixed feeling of wanting to cry but at the same time I have the biggest smile on my lips.
something
I am sitting in the same situation and in the same state of mood as I have been a half a year ago.
I am drinking the same kind of tea from the same metal tin box I used half a year ago
I am listening to the same band I used to put on half a year ago.
Everything seemed so hard and unrealistic.
And yet.
The air is warm in my room and the light is pleasant.
The whole day today I feel strangely inspired, a feeling I haven’t had for months. I haven’t even used my camera for months.
I am eating toasted white bread with a stolen piece of chocolate. The chocolate melts and sticks to my teeth.
